Maybe we won’t remember wishing for the place,
Maybe the place does not resonate with us anymore
Maybe the place becomes suffocating
No matter what,we always get to that place, where we wanted to be
And we always do have the choice whether we want to linger there a little time or be content or even to move on…to newer places
I am continuously in a loop of living the same day over and over again. I realize I want out but I am unable to find a way!!
I tried many things, but nothing stuck with me and hence I am stuck where I am. And, truly I don’t know what to do ahead!
I fear a lot, about a lot of things.I am even afraid to acknowledge that I fear a lot.
My head says, “What if some one finds out you fear and use that against you ?”…if anything is stranger than Stranger Things, my thoughts.
Here I am even though, I know that my fears are simply over-activated-thoughts and may not even mean anything beyond what I think they are and yet I am scared.
So this year, I want to conquer my fear of various forms by acknowledging them, may be even giving them a name like “Free fall fear” whenever I ride my bike beyond 60km/hr etc and tell myself that its okay to fear and everyone in this world are afraid of something or the other but most importantly tell myself and convince myself to look beyond the fears to build a new future!!
There comes a crisis in our life and boom, we simply stop and stare as if there is no one else is unluckier than us in this whole world.We deeply feel as if life had been very unkind to us.And we conveniently forget that we have a choice on how to respond to any situation in our life.
Once we realize that we still have the same set of colors with us, albeit a little broken here and there must not deter our life or our choices. Our choices are little supernovae of ourselves when we had the courage to trust, believe in one!!
When you think of the meaning of this quote, you realise that all through these years you had held the power of deciding your future.Not your parents, not your destiny, not your stars, not your nosy neighbours, not your friends.
Its always you who decide what you want to do with this miraculous life given to you.How stupid are we to ruin it for petty things, when all we need is to make that one decisive step and keep your foot firm on it to turn around your life!!.
Yes,today is my Day 1 into a new life where I get to decide!!
Thanks for joining me 🙂
I was that shy and non-existent kid in the school.And I still remember everyone searching for the person who stood first in their class, with such high marks that they themselves have never heard of and that too in one of the dreaded subjects and from the most terrorised teacher in the school.I believe even she was surprised!! 😀
Yeah, sure.I get the meaning of the quote and that feeling.Guess, I will have just to repeat it once more.Well,where is my wand ?? Ta Da!!
Since my girl was born I was so cautious to develop her individuality and herself.I really felt that she in no way must be compared to any of her peers or so.I used to make my point to everyone now.Now what struck me is the thought that, “Isn’t the same applicable for me as well ? “
Still unable to get over it!!